BQ of the Day~10/02/2011

I have had many heartaches, heartbreaks, pains and disappointments in the hands of men...one even jilted me a week to our wedding...I almost died but for the people around me...I vowed never to love again...to me, love existed not until I met him...a him that is in his own world...it took him months of talking visits begging for me to give him a chance...in between the relationship, there were fights and quarrels all because I am still finding it hard to let go of the past...we got married and he turned out to be a very good husband...our marriage is blessed with 2 girls...the problem is, each time I remembered what men have done to me in the past, I take it out on him...now he doesn't come back home from work on time and when he does, he is out again...one day I overheard our daughter asking why he is hardly at home and he answered..."it seems your mummy doesn't want me home" that was when it dawn on me that I am on the path of destroying my home....BREAKING QUESTION OF THE DAY...What can I do to tame the devil in me that keeps making me fight an innocent man??? I need help please